Today started smooth, I felt good. I felt me again.
As the hours pasted on the mind I was relishing in took a saddened turn. imagine feeling on top of the world, paused in place with the most beautiful scenic view life has ever blessed your eyes with, to then spiralling out like the moment had just deleted itself.
Free falling down from my safe haven, I can recount all the times I've felt so alone. All the demons encircling my Neverland trying to force their ways in to settle down for a war I must face once more.
I sit here now writing this, and I'm lost. lost in the furthest corners of my mind like a boat lost at sea. I can't find a way back, this walk I call life is blinding me, limiting my eye sight to things I seek to feel whole again.
Today... Today, i am overcome by the minds creatures that prey on me. Today I am surrendered to my demons. Today is the day I sit rendered useless, and be faithful tomorrow is a better day.
©danmcb
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