how can I say this plan and simple I think my mind plays tricks on me even when the sun is shining I see rain even when the sky's are blue I see grey even when I hear laughter ringing in my ear I feel the tears my soul is silently releasing within my inner being...
Believe it or not I try fucken hard every step I take I'm sure watch the earth beneath my feet just to be sure I don't slip I carry the weight of ever who needs their weight to be carried without crying I'm nice to all the my eyes can see until Im given a reason not to be..
so the question would be why do I feel so sad within myself miserable self am destined to be this way for eternity or is this s just a faze I seem to be going through am I in a rut or am I walking the steps that were meant for me...
I think I done fucked up and went and got lost again inside a mind full of dark roads that had do not enter
of course it goes without saying the bubbles kept me from reading until it was to late now I can't find my way I can get a breath of fresh air everytime I try to wrap my mind around an idea that's original I get choked..
my rays of sun have turned dark and grey and my world has become unbearable even to myself
when I look in that damn mirror I fucken hate I can only think you have no one else to blame but the woman staring back at the girl that's scared .....
Angela Oaks
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