You say she wants to speak to you,
my stomach churns, my heart aches and I fight away the tears.
I don't know what sweet words she will say to you, the way she'll draw you near. Her tear stained eyes as she fears a life without you and tells you everything you want to hear.
But I have to beleive that you will walk away, having done what's best for you. I wish upon you happiness, don't want you feeling blue. You need to put yourself first today, no matter what it means, no matter if you leave me or stay as long as it's what sets you free.
You will always hold my heart my bear, cause the keeper of it you are. That will never change even should you choose to wonder afar.
Loving someone truly is wanting the best for them.
it's seeing them happy even when it tears at your soul, you put on a smile and pretend that you have let go.
You don't want to make it hard, they may think you are mad, but in truth losing the love of your life just fills you with all kinds of sad.
So if today I have to let go, I will never stop loving you is all that you should know.
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