death is the permanent absence of existence.
I use to think I'd be hurt the most when that time would come for you.
dreaming of closeness and if that time would come before we reached it.
and so the time has come.
your permanent absence is here.
I've mourned over you years ago.
and now that I've reached the realization that we'll never see eachother again.
the pain of your absence is tolerable.
may you never rest in peace
may the rest of your life be only ever less than tolerable.
I pity you for the tolerable pain you've given to yours truly.
©sincerely
S