Sorry, you'll have to tolerate me
Everytime I miss you
I don't know
How to keep it to myself
It's hard to live like I'm okay,
Without you i smile because i have to
It's not because I'm pleased
Now it's like a duty
I'm not even at forty
Yet I'm lonely
They say women are strong
Then who i am?
Or rather ask, what i am?
Cause I'm cold feet,
Isn't that a symptom of being weak?
I'm quiet these days
I mean what's there to speak..
I literally bequeathed blood, sweat and tears
Just to be with you
Yet it didn't convince you enough
Or is it me?
Am i not enough?
Nevermind about those
I just don't wanna blame you
I can not blame you
I can't paint this to only you
Cause you are my Romeo,
You brought the love in me
I didn't want you to leave
Cause you left with a part of me
I'm tired of reminiscing,
Of day dreaming
My heart is still bleeding
About you leaving
I guess I should take it easy
That's never easy
So everytime i miss you
I might tell you
Please don't be upset
Cause my love for you never left
My feelings aren't any less
Tolerate me as a nuisance please!
©mrudulawad
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