Looking in the mirror
I don't recognize myself
I used to say I'll never
But I wasn't tough enough
Succumbed to the pressure
Made it sound like leisure
Now I'm stuck in darkness
And I became so useless
They are looking down on me
My frailty they can see
Ready to go to any measure
To get a kick a pleasure
I through it all away
For my decisions I pay
It's a never ending war
But I keep wanting more
Now I'm unbothered
I developed a hard shell
My conscience I smother
Coz I'm already in hell
No one can save me now
My life is over anyhow
I'm just waiting for the end
I'm too damaged to mend
©lenni-x
L