torn

we were a tragedy.
burning fast.
cooling slow.
like a car wreck.
our bodies crashed.
a seductive suppose.
a dance between sheets.
giggles in the morn.
passion burning fiercely in the night.
yet the thought of you now it kills me.
a love that died that was supposed to be.
yet you ripped me at my core.
now the dreams of you they're just there.
lingering.
kissing me intimately every night yet I die to touch you.
to feel the warmth you gave.
to want heat immensely.
to feel a fever now it's gone.
just the cold.
to remind me of you.
the kiss that haunts my body stiff.
the touch that used to kill my itch.
now the itch is always there.
why is it there?
the reality of me and you that will never be.
porcelain skin so soft that will never come to me.
yet I dream.
I fantasize.
the body that's not mine but I feel you everywhere.
the curse of women.
that I wish in my bed.
endless softness.
yet you are all I wanted to feel again.
the emptiness it's a part of me now.
like a ghost.
it linger.
wandering deep the unknown.
yet I wanted you.
I saw you in my dreams.
I ravage you in my fantasies.
my muse.
my love lost dream.
your purple long hair.
it kills me.
wanting the girl I will never see.
wanting heaven.
feeling the heat.
knowing the tragedy.
that you never be with me.
like a car wreck.
I die just to feel.
again and again.
just to know again me and you were real.
©darkmocha