Torn little girl

My heart is heavy, Spirit weak and torn.

A twelve years old burden, hard to be bourne.

I hate myself I give up, lost and small.

Bullied and broken awnsering sorrows call.

Where did I go wrong in this twisted maze.

ADHD , autism, clouding all my days.

Am I stupid, different, a reason to despise.

Hated and hopeless, reflected in my eyes.

Useless a nobody dragging others down.

This torn little girl trapped in despair wearing a mournful crown.

Forever imprisoned no escape in sight.

Help me im drowning longing for a light.

I want to die a whisper in the gloom, different, struggling, sealed within my tomb.

Schools a battleground where hurt takes hold.

Lost in the darkness a story untold.

Stuck in a loop a cycle of pain trapped in my mind where shadows reign.

Please someone hear me break this endless chain.

Release me from this torment end this excruciating pain