Intoxicated, that's how I been for the past months
It's like drugs are my daily bread,
Don't get me wrong I'm committed not addicted but they're somehow still controlling
I can't go a night without getting high and cutting my wrist, I try to get tattoos to hide my scars but they still have a way of making an appearance. I guess it's because of my anxiety and insecurities,
I've been told there's a legal way to fix my emotions but nothing can help, it never does. I wish these people knew what it's like to be depressed but they never will.
My babe be picking me up ery night and putting me to bed just cause I'm high, I wish she knew why I was this emotional.
©darthizumi
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