Who knew a bright and sunny day could turn so cold
I came to work on a project that I was loved
You touched my shoulders and wanted hug after hug
You then kept taking it farther, while telling me I didnt known what a good hug was.
You made me feel dirty and this is my fault
You hurt me in more counts than one and you didnt care
My innocence stolen
I cried NO to many times.
My tears I cry day in and day out mean nothing
Seeing your face scared me to leave my home.
Nightmares; reliving that horrific day
Now I an scared of life and if men.
There you were inside me ripping out what was not yours
Leaving me traumatized that day and years to come
I tried to push it away; and you lied
Now you are still free; as I am a prisoner.
Everyone tells me time and time again that it is not my fault
That I am not dirty
Till I come to terms I feel lost and broken
Now with what I feel there is no where else to turn.
©lyoung
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