How do you correct the emotion your reflection betrays
putting on a show for the rest of the world,
But you know where you're real self lays
Trying to work on you so you can feel some sence of pride
Nobody really knowing how you feel inside
But the image you try to display
You want it too be real
But this world, all the happiness it seems to just steal
But you can't give up
Because you know that's just not you
So you'll keep on searching, this happiness you will continue to pursue
Either until you find it or end up dead
But at least you'll rest knowing I gave it my all
And I didn't give up and I didn't allow myself to fall
So hopefully in my afterlife I'll finally be in peace
Sad thing is I had to leave this world, I'm gone, deceased,
But I know that, or at least I hope, my suffering will not be in vain
And I'll be angel with my hall and beautiful wings
Free as a bird with no worries to uphold
My body is forever decomposing, but tranquility is now my soul
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