I have always been smiling since
I lied and no one convinced
the sadness I had
made me cruel and mad
I felt like life is so shitty, well that is fuckin true
a good faith won't meet me, And I felt like a thrash out of the blue
I keep running and running away
don't know which road I'll lay
my feet are sore and limb it's true
I don't know whom I'm running to
I found Lie and made friends with him
he's been making me happy ever since
the words that comes out is all dirty as shit
I don't care if it will be good or a hit
to the person I'm talking to and whom I lied
I know to myself I'm lying
and I myself I'm dying
I just want happiness towards the world that reject me
cos I'm finding happiness you see
I can't smile nor laugh like anybody else
I'm jealous and worthless feeling pity of myself
when can I find myself
that is trapped in the dark Abyss
it's long gone out of the shelves
I'm no longer included on the list
I feel dirty from lying
I can't even hear what I am saying
I'm hoping one day I'll wake up
and stop my lying co's I'm trapped
©a_zero
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