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Trauma

I wish I could forget the things you did when I was a kid.
For some reason the past remains in my head.
41yrs. old, still I feel like you gave up on me and never looked back.
What was it that I did to you for you to hate me so bad.
You say you'll never forgive me for the relationship my child still has.
I just don't understand, the thought of that bond that was never broken between my child and her dad.
I thought you'd be happy, not hate me and mad.
I'm starting to believe that there are resentments towards my dad.
What was it that he did to you for you to think it was ok to leave us behind like that.
Not a word, just a note, he read to me.
I'll never forget the way he looked at me, he knew you wasn't coming back.
Thanks to you Mother, the moment you said goodbye, would be the day I lost my Dad...
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