"Are you sure that your ready for this?, well let's Go,
As you're invited to the Jamaree depression Show,
Really can't stop thinking about that night and how I could've been another Fatality,
Yes I'm thankful to be here and still alive, but my interior is truly destroyed and is going through that Brutality,
There's those days I catch myself zoning off and starting to drift Away,
What did I do wrong for me to be suffering and I'm the one that has to Pay?,
That one question of many that I ask myself daily and goes Unsolved,
My body is still here but I feel like my mind is gone and has Dissolved,
I'm not afraid to say it all, yes I am very Scared,
Down the line not being able to the easy and simple things and becoming heavily Impaired,
Hard for me to sleep at night with all of my tossing and Turning,
Still remembering that smell of my car like if it was Burning,
This is some real shit I'm saying, I'm never to one have things Dramatized,
I miss being my regular self but I fear that person won't ever come back as I'm so Traumatized ..."
©jamaree
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