"what is depression?"
Depression is a monster
That destroys both heart and soul.
It tortures without mercy
And consumes its victim whole.
is a shapeshifter
One day it's as small as a ant in the palm of a bear
The next it's the bear those days I play dead until the bear leaves me alone days of endless struggle.
Trying to appear "normal"
IYou would never know it,
The constant pain I feel,
Because in the light of day
it's not real "are you afraid of the dark ?" I'm not afraid of the dark, perhaps that's part of the problem " so you are afraid of dieng?" no I'm afraid of living
I am lonely I am just a careless tourist here
I will never truly know everywhere I have been I've learn how to turn the anger into lonely the lonely into busy so when I say I'm busy I'm watching Netflix in my couch trieng not to face the empty space in my heart and the wet pillows of tears in my bed but depression always leads me back to my bed until I become the forgotten fossils of my bones they still dont understand cant you see That neither can I.
©evaluna
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