Trying to keep you out of my mind
Isn't as easy as trying to unwind
I try keeping you blind eye
Seems like I'm just living a lie
I try seeing you as the bad guy
Deep inside I find myself wondering why
I convinced myself this is goodbye
Sometimes it's like my mind
Is all intertwined like there's something it's trying to find
Its like it has a mind of it's own
What makes you pop in my head
Everything's great then inside randomly you take over my mind
it's something that's triggered my mind
sometimes a word or just your name
That's what it takes
Then your memories like a gust of wind
I feel it as it's consuming my breath
Wonder if one day I’ll ever reclaim my mind again
Until we've been intertwined
Will I be able to escape my wilted mind and when
Guessing I'll never find inner peace within
Will my brain and heart ever be In sync again
Will I always feel as If I am born to give in
Hopefully my brain will show my heart who's keeping who
Cause it feels like my heart is the lure and my brain is the only thing that keeps me from being to blend
I think to myself that it is he that creates my sin
it was My name in the end that you never defend
I knew I was right in the end you're heart wasn't really in it
what I can't figure out is why's my heart so hell bent heart on only your name
why can't I seem to tell my heart that your only playing mind games
But yet it's my heart that's burning the same
My head tells me oh it's such a shame
It’s my heart That is wildly untamed
it can't tell when it's about to get maimed
How can my head tell my heart it'll never be the same
feels like I’ll go in sane
it’s only myself that I have to blame
Written by: Angel kitchen-Jackson
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