Gazing into the skies from the side of my
window pane
The sun rising up shining and smiling
Promises of a bright new day.
On the comfort of my bed where i
Lay lost in storm of thoughts
My soul is down, impassive and
Silent cries filled me.
Anguish and pain filled my wholesome
Being.
Damned and casted out my heart cries
Out for love,
Love?..... Love?.....
Even if there is the love thing seems
Scarce and rare.
Memories of my impetuous decisions hunt
Me.
Wished i could go back to my younger days
Were i think and act with an air of insouciance.
Were my subconscious and conscientious mind
Is not at work directing me to act and behave
in the way the society expect of me.
Were my stubborn and mischievous mind
Is always active brimming and smiling at
Everyone in my daydreams and wonderlands
Which is Only being distorted when my throat
thirsty,drowsiness and hunger pangs
Struck me and nature cames calling jolting
Me into reality making my helpless soul cries
Out for nature merciful touch.
Were my innocent mind is quite oblivious of
The obligation and expectations of what burden
Growth and adulthood brings....
Were my laughter and smile were conspicuous, real
And valued generating deep from my innocent mind
Masking and radiating my innocent face.
Were difference between love and lust eludes me
Lust which is said an illusion of love. and my
Grudges only for a moment.
Gazing out into the skies staring out into the clouds
The sun setting but my soul clouded in a mist lackin a ray of sunshine.
©dafinci
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