When I drink my true emotions come out
I miss you, I love you, I wish you were here
Here with me, here with our son
I wanted so much for our family to work
I'm in a new city, in a new town
Thought this was the best for our son
But in the end I cry every day
Even nights some
I'm trying to be strong, every single day
I want to be cuddled up to you
I want our son to be healthy and okay
I want your love forever in a day
This is pain I never knew would be felt
Not just the sadness but the emptiness inside cus you're not my guy
Your hers and hers and whoever you see fit
I have no choice but to understand
The ship has sailed, will I ever find land
©divine7
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