Love, I still not able to trust it again,
Because I just don't want to go with same experience again.
And how can I when it had given me nothing but pain,
And only sadness and loneliness is what from love I gain.
I tried to move on so many times,
But whenever I tried I remember the pain and heartbreak of that time.
I think I just should live alone always,
Because I might not be able to trust anyone anyway.
Whenever I saw a couple, to tell the truth I feel jealous,
But I know it is in my luck to be alone so there is nothing I can do about it.
I want to go out on a date, just like other couples,
But I am still just alone watching from sidelines.
I just don't want to go through same experience again,
But it is eating me from inside to be all alone and this pain.
I just want someone whom I can trust & who can make me believe in love again,
And I can only promise her that I will be there for her until my last breath.
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