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Trying

Everyday I'm pushing myself 
All the time it hurts but I'm habituated to it 
I'm wishing to change myself 
But I'm following my stupid routine 
I can't change until i change inside my mind 
Lot is going on in this world 
But I'm trying to figure out what is wrong with me 
I believe in God 
But never really understood him
Everyone tells he is the answer 
But i don't know how to approach him. 
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