I'm going through it
I'm staying as positive and strong as I can
I pray I don't lose it
I'm more prone to be under the influence
I'm more prone to do what I don't believe in doing
Is this a test
to see if I persevere through this mess
but it hurts
it hurts so bad I literally feel every bit of the stress
I'm a mess right now
this is my life right now
I'm smiling on the outside
but inside deep down
I'm wearing a frown
my words are all I got
my words will never leave
I need some assistance
but my pride won't let me seek
I've been and I'm being so humble
so humble to the point that I've crumbled
I'll fumble I'll stumble
but from me you wont hear a mumble
maybe I'm just becoming free
so I'll just go with the flow
and like a weed ill tumble
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