I fell in love with you
The day you get reflected
into my eyes.
You were unapproachable
Without knowing
you became my friend
I ignore you several times
I run away from friendship
You're hard to turn off
I went my way
You're every way I choose
You knew I love you
You're my best friend now
You become too much
Than friend can be
For friendship sake
I hide your feelings in me
To protect my feelings
But signs of affection
always beyond control
You had the same feelings
For so long
You waited for my expression
I deny myself
I'm scared for the outcomes
I don't wanna lose you
Through expressing feelings
You insist hard
I got open to you
I express as you wish
Things turn upside down
You punished me
For keeping it personal
For 6years it's was better
Now I suffer the consequences
I ran away from it
Things changed
I'm in pieces
Left with no hope.
©checamj
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