if you could hear her thoughts running through her mind you probably die a thousand times inside to realize it took all her strength to give up the fight for so many years she put up with the yelling and arguments because she loved him she lost herself loving a man who couldn't see her worth she was overlooking his flaws while he was counting all of hers she gave her all to this man who was too blind to realize she loved him too much but never enough in his eyes nights she cry to sleep hoping he up and leave every time he did he always came back to start a fight than dip endless cycle twisted and sick another black eye cuz she caught him in lies he apologized she forgave him every time fighting bout a chick he was caught sleeping with she wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine hurt him one time where his heart is maybe he understand than what love is nothing but tears pain and broken promises its like Bonnie and Clyde stab each other in the back no matter how many times still riding by each other side i hate that i love him damn it makes me sick lost my worth in a man who don't give 2 shits bout no one but himself but who am i to blame i broke my heart with every chance i gave i ain't no better than him just a sucka for love he was like the bullets but I kept loading the gun
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