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-two week tweeks-

Why so thin? They ask
Eat a sandwich. They say
                   Dont worry I ate a 
                   Detective  sandwich for breakfast
           Coffee, cigarettes, coffee
I cant sit still
                          Why would I want to
        I keep pacing these same few steps
         Hoping to make the rut at least 
                            Six feet deep
Just wanna be out of sight 
For a while
So I'll turn sideways
And let the wind do the talking
Breeze please carry me far far away
            But my feet remain tethered
                                To the terra firma
Fermenting in my own juices 
Even without amphetamine abuse
                  I feel useless
                            Stick thin and oh so frail
I carry the weight of the world
                                        Like water in a pail
So pale, need vitamin D
But it's in the moonlight
                         Which I feel free 
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