Man I'm just trying to be
Who GOD created me to be
I honestly wanna pray
Lord take this cup from me
Then I see Jesus
In the Garden of gasinity
Bleeding sweat
Yet praying
Not my will
But Your will be Don
Father God
So though I feel
As though
I'm in over my head
I Pray The same
Father God
your will
And not mine.
So many attacks
I'm battling
All the time
Just to speak your words
Threw my rhymes
This gift is devine
Yet I'm attacked all the time
I'm just trying to be
The new creation
You created
Yet I'm so misunderstood
I'm so underestimated
I can't let these haters
Faze me anymore
If they only knew
The constant
Demonic
Warfare I endure
Just to speak my peace
Just to leak out my testimonie
On these pages that they read
If they don't beleive
Then why try so hard
To attack me?
Offence they claim
I speak!
I'm just overcoming
My pain
Threw poetry
Proclaiming my beliefs creatively
I'm just venting emotions
Trying to find closure
They see I Love The Lord
And try to slam the door
They don't know
I've been broken
To the core
But keep my faith anyways
It's testimony
Not conviction
I can't help if there offended
I Love Jesus Christ
I try my best all the time
Can't help my eyes
Are on the prize
Im not stating I'm more wise
Nor judging
Yet I'm judged
Nit picked
And torn apart
Yet they can do as they wish
I'm like a fish
Out of water
Can't breath
Yet I bother
To never give up
They have no clue
What is up
Where I've been
Or what I've been threw
Only With Christ
I pull threw
I'm battling
Way more than the blues
Yet still walk in my shoes
Not pretending to be fake
I can't help that I'm awake
Feels like tragity
Every day
Yet I stay
In the race
This ant for fun
Nor for games
Ya all don't know
I'm barley sain
I don't claim to be
A saint
It's just peace that I crave
Almost can't wait
To hit the grave
Rest In peace finally
But Ill keep fighting
You off
Till I finally drop
You won't shut me up
And I'm never giving up
Ima carry my cross
Preach that gospel
You hate
I'm keeping it real
I know
U WISH I WAS FAKE
©actsfire
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