one thing I know deep down in my soul even though the darkness can you make me feel like I'm good for nothing tell me positive I know that's a fact is knowing you cannot accept me because you think my heart is black you think there's no pain but you don't know the pain I feel half the emotions you see aren't even a quarter of how I feel inside you think I can stop this really dark abyss called my mind and control it easily but it's harder than you think to explain it simply I'll explain it like this you can tell me you love me and that you really care you can smell it run your fingers through my hair I'm a smile at you or we with my eye but how I feel inside most days makes me want to cry even though I can't fill any of what you're showing or telling me I try my best to do what I can one thing you cannot comprehend is the fact that I'm only a man yes I make mistakes sometimes one after another I don't like the fact that you think I'm all out of whack which I know I am but that's no reason to condemn me you tell me you love me then you tell me you hate me you say you want to be with me while you're trying to text him one thing's for sure that I know in my life the way I feel was because I was stabbed with a rusty knife through a heart so warm so full of love destroyed by one person who destroyed me like a flood.
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