Endangering yourself for the life you chose to live.
You have committed heinous crimes of which none can forgive.
You've melted away your very soul and left it drowned in hate.
These are all facts you must accept not ones you can negate.
Look at yourself inside that mirror and see those guilty eyes.
Then think back to your young self, are you something you despise?
It truly must be disheartening to see yourself this way.
But it's the life you chose my friend, what more can I really say?
I wonder what goes through your head as you down another fifth.
Is it "oh poor and pitiful me." That's not an answer I can forgive.
I question your very sanity when I see you drink that sh*t.
And the effects that you're having on your son, I doubt he will forget.
I've known you almost my whole life and watched you turn into this.
You used to be the only one I could trust and that person I dearly miss.
But you sir are sadly mistaken if you think I'll let you drag your family into it.
That family is my family too, I'll drag your ass into the pit.
Clean up fast, pathetic child, don't give me a reason to kill.
If you hurt any of them just one more time, believe me, on my honor, I will.
©jarnmarr
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