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Uncertainty

There's something wrong,
I can feel it
It's there and it's eating me up
It's in every breath I take
It's in every thought in my mind
It's all around me
This horrible feeling
Make it stop
Make it stop
Please make it stop
I've been having it
Am I paranoid?
I don't know, but it eats me
It's been there
It started in November
When my grandma died
I felt hollow
But that wasn't it...
I felt it when I saw my dad cry
I've never seen him cry
That was it...I think
Or maybe when my dad got ill
That has to it
I guess things aren't making sense
Who do I talk to?
What do I say?
I have so much bottled up inside
But who will I tell?
Who will listen to me?
I feel so alone
How am I supposed to feel?
God
God
God
Can you hear me?
I feel so left out
Someone help me
Someone help me
I feel hopeless
God! How much I need You
Save me
Save me
Save me
Please
I need You Lord
I need You
©vickie