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Uncontrollable tears

I thought that I was able to stand on my own two feet.
I fell trying to get up, I thought this feeling would not be easy to beat.
I made such a mess out of my life, a mistake, I can't repair.
I shake my head and wonder how this is fair.

My uncontrollable tears fall down my face.
I reach out my heart to you, at arms embrace.
What have I done to make you feel this way for me.
I just needed you to believe!
I'm running low on faith and I lived longer in my unsettled way.
I dropped my bottle on the floor, I'm not okay.

In my dreams, I hear your voice.
Telling me to make the choice.
I have a hard time standing on my own.
I think, I'll do this alone!
I made such a mess out of my life, a mistake, I can't repair.
I shake my head and wonder, how is this fair?
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