my love for you never weavers.
yet I am blind to a default.
the kiss beckons me.
the touch that I wish ached my being.
yet I'm in the arms of another.
in a bed wishing the soft angelic hands that cradle me is you.
I wish to feel sultry intimate sensual heat as the night grows cold yet I am left to dream of such fragile obscene supple things.
wet my dreams come to me flowing like rivers yet your touch on my dark chocolate skin never dies.
I remain loyal to you.
howling in the night like a wolf missing the fullness of the moon.
cold I feel when loneliness sets in.
toying with my delicate parts for a spontaneous release.
yet are my feelings for you somewhat buried in the beatings of my heart.
I bleed my fingers numb writings of such lovesick symphonies that only seduce your eyes.
yet my emotions never say die when comes to you.
tears I cry feed just to be with you.
yet you are the love that eluded me.
yet my feelings are undead when the words I love you escape my lips.
yet for some reason some unfathomable reason how I still want you.
yet I say in the dark in the back of my mind my love for you is undying.
©darkdeity
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