Sadness seems to be my best friend
I can't shake it
It seems to always win
Living deep in my heart and mind
Many failed tries
It seems to want to stay
Though I want to have happiness
So many lonely nights
Unimaginable thoughts cloud my mind
Seems easier to just end my time
I cover my sadness with laughter
Though the laughter well end
Then all this thoughts return
My mind and heart yearn once again
This loneliness is taken a toll
I think I know the end goal
Bullet let me be alone no more
Let my soul soar
I'm hurting and lonely
For this is my truth
Undecided on what to do
Four steps away
This pain could end
Though I can't give in
Now you can see clearly
I'm not fine
These thoughts and emotions are 365
I hope loneliness never wins
FIN
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