I just feel it's unfair how hard pains comes at you
unimaginable pains
completely turning you upside down
one day you're deliriously happy
the next you're shatteringly sad
it's like a horror movie
your life feels like a horror movie and you're the main character maybe the only character
the good times that once inspired you now scares you
you're afraid to remember them or even think about them
the people that once meant everything, that were once everything gone, now, they're torturous to think of
utterly unfair, this pain, its pangs and fangs clawing into you
this pain, this bleeding scar, this incurable wound, it still hurts too much
I think it's unfair that no matter how hard you hold your chest yet it hurts
i think it's unfair that pains etches itself to man's life
unfair how you're gradually slipping and yet unsure how to stop
but,
one day you'll be fine
one day you'll sing a new song
there's a hopeful joy roaming the air
a peaceable ambience is lurking behind
even in the darkness of pains
even in the obscurity of certainty
even in the thickness of sorrows
you'll be fine
everything will be fine
soak in the colours of joy
and feel the true definition of its warmth.
it may not make sense now but,
you'll be fine
one day.
©nnenne
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