C

unfortunately

isolation was the way I should've stayed
convincing lies I believed that day
It didn't have to go as far as it did
results of all the bullshit that you said
I remember those cold long winter nights
a flame never to be extinguished
was all a cruel joke
me, the main punchline
watched my life go down a dark despair
black and white two divided into pairs
Burning inside hatred ashes red in my heart
Got me with a bullseye with your favorite dart
chew me and spit me out like gum
intoxicated with cheap horrible rum
Laugh all you want, now is the time enjoy
It well
You won't be laughing when I take us both to hell
I really wish I didn't miss you were the one the bullet was supposed to hit
at least I saved the guy from suffering the same fate
try to get it right my second chance when I break out of this place
wait, where the fuck are you taking me? I'm going where?
2300 volts and 19.1 amps of electricity fried in the chair
©n8tvezmbie