here comes my problem.
its my head always overthinking problems.
which manifest into negativity.
nothing good just toxic waste that I create.
due to the madness of my mind.
hear voices I recognize.
laughing about me
and spreading lies.
blaming me for the trouble.
back it up and remember
the cause of the matter.
the past is the past
I hear another shadow say.
I will push everyone away.
then again I rebuttal and say
I didn't deserve being played
then the curtain. comes down.
alone in the dark,
battling my the thoughts still stuck in my mind.
how unkind.
buttons pushed.
boundary lines
broken.
a soft voice calls out to me.
it time to stop and leave this behind.
voices can be unkind.
©number14
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