"I thought you had my best interests at heart but man was I wrong about That,
Thinking to myself, "How could you not help me and just watch me fall Flat?",
You were supposed to be there for me and show me support and help me stay centered and in Place,
But instead you got me out here on my own while I fight these demons while still having a smile on my Face,
Words can't describe how much hurt that I have inside of my Soul,
You never noticed it but your presence and energy has definitely taken its Toll,
I'm sitting on the curb arms folded and looking up to the midnight Sky,
Having those negative thoughts thinking if it was better for me to not be here and just Die,
Don't want to have that on my conscience at all but your the one to Blame,
You said that your shots weren't intended for me but somehow they hit me with perfect Aim,
With all of this happening, how can I not not think that your the one who is the cause of this whole Situation?,
Causing me to have all of this built up anger and Frustration,
But it's okay because I've already started the process of repairing myself as I won't stop until I'm completely covered up and Sewn,
In this dark area where I don't know where I'm going but for some reason I feel comfortable and ready as I take my steps and head towards the Unknown ..."
©jamaree
J