There were no days passes to me without thinking about you.
I was mad at myself for making you not believing me, to not trust me again.
I know no need to say sorry
Coz I did it numerous times.
But, for the last I would like to say this "SORRY"
For what I've done, it was the biggest mistake I made in my life.
In that happening, I learned a lot.
Now, I became observant and lazy.
I don't know if it was anxiety, but I'm scared do things I'm not sure to do with.
Maybe because I'm now too scared of what they say about me, in everything.
When the memories hit me over and over,
There was time, I can't control my thoughts in my mind.
I want to end this life. Badly
Shit! This is me, this is me.
I want to end this life, not, just because of what happened, but also because I can't see myself with this body's and mind.
Hope you understand what I'm talking here.
Hahaha Sorry for the words. This is not poem just life lessons.😂🤣😂🤣
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