I had to unlearn the pain of child trauma while learning the woman who was created for greatness. I had to understand the fault that was blame on the upbringing. I had to forgive those who betrayed me that stab me in the back with a knife. I had to unlearn the pain and toxic cycle that was trying to kill me. God saw it but he reshape the place at hand. Gave me a heart like Jesus to survive and thrive in it. He gave the love that Jesus had when Judas Iscariot betrayed him .thou my family hurt me I still love them and pray for them. Yet they secretly plan to hurt I still love them and forgive them. Now I am living and learning in God that I can love them and forgive them without them being there. the woman who once held a pain and toxic cycle of her family now loves without logic and reasoning. I live and love with God love in my heart. while telling the story of how life was once tooken away from her.
©soulsister
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