Start yet the end, even now and then
I forgot there's no circles between
Time just fades so fast
Hoping to stop and last
This is why I can't have you
Yellow turned gray, familiar tone played
I reckoned there is no you and I
Like bright stars they burn
Nothing to do but learn
This is why I can't hold you
Lanterns and roses, unrhymed poems
I know you are with someone's arms
My love is like prison
Sentenced to love you lifelong
This is why I can't stay
Blank canvas, scattered rhythm and blues
Judged by the one unfair universe
Written in blue skies
Answering all the whys
I love you, yet I'm wrong
...still not a reason,
I'm wrong but I chose to love you
There's no answer to all the whys
It is not written yet, but look through my eyes
The universe seemed to be unfair
It is nothing to be despair
You are worth the wait, even 'til death
In my prison I shall stay still
Even I wait rain in the desert, I will
Or you are with someone else's arms
Offering this, my undying poem
I want to hold you for a moment...
Under the stars before they burn
Yes, to have you is a lucid illusion
Forbid me but it is unreasonable to stay
And reasonable to walk away.,
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Cut it all out!
There's no reasonable or unreasonable
The point is I want to spend my eternity with you.
12.10.18. 4:05am
©zionlois
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