It was a crush at the beginning
I knew it would end in four months
but I was wrong
instead I loved him more
and in the four months we were bestfriends
I knew I loved him deeply
but I didn't want to ruin our friendship
I kept my feelings to myself
but I couldn't get over it
he was the kind of bestie
every girl wishes to have
then after many days ,we met
he treated me like a queen
and I spoke my heart out
I regret that day,
for everything changed
he openly said he loved me like a friend
that hurt me most
it was impossible for him to love me back
coz his feelings for me were dead
it was a personal battle
I couldn't stop loving him
though it hurt me
I still do ,buh he doesn't
©kokkie
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