the things i want to say,
no amount words can make this pain go away,
i sat with paper and pen,
but to write the words i couldnt,
to much thought run through my head,
i lost so much the heart beats of my chest,
seem to be running dead,
they say dont give up never lose faith,
but that never eases the pain,
its getting worse everyday again and again,
they say time heals everything,
but scars will always remain,
they say accept move on thats life,
but the wounds were dealt to me,
with a two sided dull knife,
its a never ending pain,
wish it could get better,
wish it could heal,
wish i could smile once more,
so all i do is just pray and pray,
oneday things will get better,
those were the words my late parents,
use to valways say,
''nirmal pray child you pray and with our blessing god will surly make a way'',
so i pray!!!!
©nirmal
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