you used to be my muse.
my wanted fantasies turned into dreams that laid restless in my head.
fore feelings I couldn't say, actions forbidden I couldn't do I was mesmerized by you intoxicated by you knowing in my mind there would always be you.
dancing in the thoughts of you that never see the light.
your black raven like long hair.
your blue eyes underneath your glasses.
your perfume whispering softly in the air.
your porcelain soft pale skin caressing the wind with every breath you take.
I would say you're magical you're the angel envied in my sleep you're the angelic softness you're the secrets I'm desperate to keep.
so once upon a time I met you and I knew deep down I'd never be the same.
I fell in love with the girl whose name started with a A.
timeless it seems how you never leave my mind eating at my heart making sure you are not Left behind.
I wish I could how much you really mean to me but these fainted words just seem to linger.
wanting you in my arms but I know flowers often wither.
yet I think of you knowing I can never forget her.
©darkdeity
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