words I dare not say.
emotions brimming I try to convey.
they are the constant itch on the top of my head.
the uncertainty of truths that I bleed to feel.
there's no escaping it no place to run and hide.
every word every phrase every feeling I have for you I can't drastically deny.
endless love poems bleeding out in love.
infatuation become clarity.
admiration become possession.
possession drastically becomes love.
fore am I mad to want such supple smooth fragile things?
the taste of your lipstick.
the brush of your porcelain soft pale skin.
the taste of you lingering freshly in my mouth.
to be the envy of your screams.
The lonely whispers in your moans.
the longing in your sighs.
your coke bottle shaped body is the place I wanna call home.
your black long hair caressing your back a black darkened velvet noose that I wanna be hung.
your breasts the sweetness I ache just to taste.
your pussy I want my dick to be your saving grace.
your ass cheeks I want my hands to caress.
your pink walls I wanna penetrate I wanna snatch your soul and make you feel complete.
my fingers wanna dance inside you and drown in your Sea.
your blue eyes hidden underneath your glasses I want to seduce me.
yet I'm paralyzed to say such words.
to tell you what you mean to me.
yet All I wanted was you to think about me.
to notice I'm not invisible.
yet I fall in love every time I see you.
dying in a tragedy just wanting to be with you.
yet I can never speak the words.
just watch you walk away.
damn I love watching you Walk away.
the agony of wanting.
the agony of needing someone yet you can never tell them about it.
yet I dream just to feel you.
to kiss what I don't have.
to caress what no one knows I want.
to touch what I can never feel.
in my subconscious reality every night you are always real.
yet every time you revisit my dreams the kiss it feels so surreal.
©darkdeity
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