Until its my time

I once threw up my hands, tilted my chin up high, so that someone could kiss me on my left side of my cheek with the slightest touch. instead, I tilted my chin down, hid my hands in my pockets, and no one cared to at least say goodnight... or maybe should they say goodbye. but they didn't have to say neither, because I had got up on my feet 10 times better than 9 times lesser when I fell down. but I also knew that I was at least woman enough to keep going, and going, and going until, my very last breath... which would be: "I did it. I finally made it this far." and I would smile till it was my time for my eyes to be shut. till it was finally time for somebody to take my hand, and pull my body and all my pain, and bring me high above the blue skies, high above the fluffy white clouds, high above the yellow sun, and high, and high, and higher, and higher, until... I Fianlly reached it. Met the golden gates where doves fluttered around my body as I walked in. and he tilted my chin high enough towards when it met his beautiful diamond eyes and he took my hands in his palm with the most slightest, softest touch. and he looked in my tired eyes and he whispered calmly, with the voice of a feather and said: "You are a star of pain, but of Heart of Gold. and he kissed me on my nose. laid me down and took both of his fingers and slid my eyes shut. and he stood by my side, till it was my time, to go into a deep sleep.