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I'm cheerful,
But deep down I'm sad.
I'm happy,
But lonely.
I'm smiling,
But I miss him.
I have friends,
But nobody can replace them.
I love him,
But he have a girlfriend.
I like him,
But all he sees in me is a fuck friend.
I have a boyfriend,
But he's mad at me.
It's Christmas,
He text me
He kiss a girl
But I'm his girlfriend!?
He text me "I love you",
But he just kiss someone else.
I'm sad,
He's happy.
I'm hurt,
Everyone's happy.
They are going out,
I'm lonely.
I am away,
He doesn't miss me.
I come back,
He doesn't care.
I want him to take me in his arms,
He embrace her.
I want to go out with him,
He's going out with his friends.
It's my birthday,
But it's also his best friend birthday.
I want him to come,
He's going to someone else house.
I'm not popular,
But he is.
I miss him,
He miss her.
I want his love,
But I can't have it.
I want his friendship,
But I'm loosing it.
I do my best to overcome all that,
But it's so hard and it hurts so much.
I can't think about anything else but him,
Sadly he can't think of anyone else but her.
I want him to notice me,
But he doesn't see me as a woman.
I need him in my life,
But doesn't need me.
I need my friends support,
But I don't have it.
I want to forget all that,
But it keeps coming back to me.