I look at you.
I haunt you with my gaze.
staring deep into a abyss.
let my heart forgive me I just cannot look away.
staring at a endless blue.
falling for the alluring shape of you.
knowing I can't have you but I look anyway.
watching you falling for what beholds my eye.
do I look away?
do I keep watching?
is there no escape?
to want what you can't have till your heart breaks.
caught up in your spell.
wanting a taste.
wanting to touch.
wanting to love such a angelic face.
knowing we could never be but could we?
I dream of you and the face I cannot erase.
fantasizing.
becoming tied to you.
wanting you naked in my place.
just the idea alone giving me chills.
wanting heaven and hell.
wanting us to be real.
yet I can't look away I won't.
such feelings for you I give the world just to let it be real!
wanting you is the only thing that is real.
needing you but never forgetting about you.
yeah that's my proof that you were ever real.
I can't close my eyes.
I lose you again.
and this time it's for real.
©darkmocha
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