I have tried to play my part....Give out love yet I got burned a lot... I got the feelings of aching in my heart... Now I don't know from where to start... and where to end... Seems as if my life is playing a big game... Life gave me many chances to fix what's wrong and what's right... But I messed everything up... I feel as if I'm not good enough to exist... Being fed up of life, I lay here completely pissed... Those pills now I deny to desist...
Everytime I say I am fine... Then I got my eyes flooding till the last sip of my wine...
At times I fond myself driving the edge of a knife...trying to end up this dreadful life... Depression is killing me inside and out... Living with many heartaches and the unclear doubts.... I tried to look at the positive sides... But each and everytime I faced the tide... I wonder why my life is so wide.... Why not with my end, I get collide...
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