Why would you expect me to accept what you need to change to keep me?
It's not changing you...
it's realizing im worth keeping.
It's not what I want...
it's what this relationship needs in order to work.
It's necessary.
If im doing something that bothers you outside of discussions and conversations that NEED to be addressed and those somethings bother you...
Tell me...
lets discuss it!
Why let it build and then try to use it as a point and I never knew it bothered you...
I say it instantly and its still happening
when I lose my shit dont use that as a point... the point is im trying to explain why it bothers me
you dismiss it because you're done.
Welp
Now it will be about what tynet wants
I've repeated myself enough
And im damn sure not going to be told that im running my mouth.
Tf you think this is!
Maybe the old tynet but not this bitch!
Im WAYYYY too fucking nice for this.
Yes I should know the feelings in this relationship
All I know is confusion.
I can see...
I dont feel
Which one you think I care about most?
I don't know.
I assume I know to keep me believing.
If someone asked me rn...
I would say no.
I dont feel loved.
I feel tolerated
I feel like a friend
I feel like a sibling
I feel like an only option.
I dont feel like a possible wife
Shit not even what im suppose to be...
a girlfriend!
Im being acknowledged but I still couldnt say I know nor do I feel
My eyes are blurry
I feel so cloudy in my chest
As long as I feel this way...
I won't get any rest!
©tynethayes
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