Every word that comes to my mind seems to disappear
The instant minute it is to be uttered it is interfered
I've long lost courage and yet, I still persevere
And now I have this obsolete feeling within which I have never felt
I'm going through the worst, yet nobody can tell
Stammering my way out of a conversation has become a normality
Thus, leaving it with a bruised ego and a profound personality
I have nothing to lose, but I am forever hindered by an unknown insecurity
Inhibiting I from partaking in social activities
I am seen as the one who lacks humanity
Sadness can never be seen rolling down the slopes of my cheeks
But if you look deep within the sockets of my eyes, you wouldn't believe how I feel
I am the lost sheep lacking guidance from within
And I'm calling on you to help me find my way back, help me cleanse my sins
©infinitee
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