I want to get lost
In a place
That's safe...
I want to run free
From the shadows
I've created...
I want to undo all
The troubles I've delt...
The cards dont lie
I dont know how to play.
This karma is mine
And shes not holding back.
She whispers in my ear
"When you lie you now own responsibility for the outcome" .
I'm a prisoner in my
Own mind.
FUUUUUUUUCK!!!
I can't take this torture
I put apon myself.
I understand the pain I've
Given to people
Cause they've moved on
From it
And gave it all back to me..
My heat is bruised
And scarred.
I want to move on
But karma strikes
When she sees the light.
Hurt people hurt people
They say.
Iv been beat physically
And emotionally.
But I've stood my ground.
The pain I've delt was with words...
They cut deeper then a knife
If you say it right.
In those moments
I didnt give a FUCK who
I spit the sharpest knives to
I was going for
Throats.
Not knowing that I lost
Myself ina dark place
With shadows not letting
Me run
And dealing me a hand of cards
That I didn't know how to play.
I'm trapped in actions
From the past that stay
With me 24/7.
It's hard for me to
Let go of the things
Iv said and done.
Its easier said than done.
-Penguin
©penguin
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