How do I let it go
What is it that I didn't know
Why did yall leave me alone
Why didn't yall watch me grow
I know yall had a life to live
Why didn't yall have time to give
I was only an innocent kid
Why did yall leave me with him
I still see things that pop up in my dreams
Like a sick horror scene
It affects everything
it's like I've never felt wanted
When I am I don't want it
The simple thought of it
just makes me feel nauseous
I feel ashamed to live with this pain
Thinking I'm the one to blame
I sometimes struggle to stay sane
Depression the beast to tame
Anger stays self-contained
Life lived strange made life live strained
No worth has been ingrained
Programmed inside my brain
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